Gee

Gee

Today, I have lots of time to say something and....pretty much nothing to say. No, this is not good at all, not good when I am in a journal writing frame. Hmm...do I need to be working at a job to be...motivated to write well? Am I going to go soft for the duration that I don't have a job? If so, what the hell does that say about my big reachable dream to write full time?

Well, it sounds bad, but...I will make it through whatever obstacles wait for me. The bottom line is, I am a writer and I write damn near everyday. I'm in this to win it. It? The gaining of a career. And damnit, I am going to make it. It's just a matter of when. Not if, but when.

Bold words eh? Yes. And thes bold words come easily enough. The hard part is backing them up with actions. Something I've niot been good at backing up. But my belief is stronger than my doubt.

And there you hjave it, I said something after all. Even if I have said it many times before. I will continue repeating it until I actually make it. So get used to reading it. For the one or two who may actually read me here. Oh wait, one..or is that zero? Who knows anymore. I surely don't.

Okay, it's nice to have finally done some writing. This ain't my screenie, so I still have that left, but I'll manage that. Umm...I hope anyway. I always hate those days where I delay and delay some writing and look at the clock at a certain time and realize I phuggared up by not writing. I cannot allow that to happen with my screenie. SO I'm going to go now and work on it? Umm...no. Not yet, I am going to playu with fate and leave it until later. Arrgghh? Time will tell.

Bye for now.

 

Charles Petrie