Not Math

Okay, for a second or so, I was going to write about tech that irks me but...I don't feel like writing about such a thing now. I'll figure it out and find something else to be annoyed about.

Aye, that is me. Lots of little things annoy me easily, while some of the big things don't annoy me as easily as they should. Phuggar.

One reason I haven't gone to where I need to get to be fully happy eh? Maybe. Definitely maybe, =-).

Well, staring at the screen isn't going to get it done. I need to actually type and think at the same time. Wow, I was once a horrible typist. Oh, I'll never have secretary typing speed, but it says something that I can type three hundred words in less than half an hour. And, fyi, that's story words. I'm not merely typing, but working on a story as I do that. need I say more?

Whether I do or not, I am done for tonight.

See you next. keep safe eh.

 

Charles Petrie

 

Damn I'm tired right now, which makes it hard to post a blog, but, after a little touch of napping, I am hard at it qwith these fine words.

Yes, fine...am I overstating? Or out and out wrong?

You can tell me. Oh wait, you never reply to my queries. So why do I even bother? Ah, I keep hoping against hope. Phuggar!

Oh j'boy! What gripping and exciting prose eh folks? Well, since there ain't no one reading me, I can fucking damn well fucking write whatever and however I want to eh? I don't have to respect any damn fucking boundaries if I don't want to. I can swear up and down all I want right?

Yes, but I won"t. I don't need swearing...but I do throw in a pinch or two as the mood strikes.

Well, fuch me, I'm out. See you when I see you.

 

Charles Petrie

Blootch

Blootch.

What's that? Ah, that's just me being me. I needed a posting title and Blootch popped in my head. So...I put it in.

So where go I now? Gee, what good grammar eh? Not.

Seriously, I had to fight through website tech problems that prevented me from posting for a few but here I am now and...I have nothing of note to write.

Hmm. 

Maybe if I led a gooder life eh? Yes, gooder damnit! I'm allowed to write thusly if I want. And guess what, I want. So there. ;-)

Anyway, I'm gonna go go and leave now presently, if it's all the same to you. And I know that you won't mind in the least for that I to go. :-p

Bye. See you next time.

 

Charles Petrie

 

 

Oh phuggar Hell. There is virtually no cold water running to speak of. Ugh. I have no idea when it happened to be like that, save that it happened today, this morning. And having cold water is always a good thing, for showers. and washing dishes, making food, you know, needed things like that. So...will this be a long phuggar?

Ugh, yeah another one. The toystore possibility is still that. And now I have to decide on the Calendar Club. There is one that is actually at the Mall I've beeen at four of the last five seasons, but it is being operated by a different Operator. The Operator I've been working for these years past, his best availability for me is a lonnggg bus, metro and bus again ride away. Likely...an hour or more. Hmmph. These are the decisions I grow weary of, but, the course I have plied in the many years, sixteen, since graduating from High School has brought them on me.

No Post-Secondary, Continuous Seasonals, multiple opt out of official work periods...I've set it up to be a difficult thing. Not that potential employers shouldn't understand that I am a good employee, but that I have made it harder for myself.  So, when do I make it easier for myself is the question?

Phuggar! Tick tock, the clock is running and I have to make decisions...soon.

Wish me good fortune. Please. And may it find you.

Bye for now.

 

Charles Petrie

Gee

Gee

Today, I have lots of time to say something and....pretty much nothing to say. No, this is not good at all, not good when I am in a journal writing frame. Hmm...do I need to be working at a job to be...motivated to write well? Am I going to go soft for the duration that I don't have a job? If so, what the hell does that say about my big reachable dream to write full time?

Well, it sounds bad, but...I will make it through whatever obstacles wait for me. The bottom line is, I am a writer and I write damn near everyday. I'm in this to win it. It? The gaining of a career. And damnit, I am going to make it. It's just a matter of when. Not if, but when.

Bold words eh? Yes. And thes bold words come easily enough. The hard part is backing them up with actions. Something I've niot been good at backing up. But my belief is stronger than my doubt.

And there you hjave it, I said something after all. Even if I have said it many times before. I will continue repeating it until I actually make it. So get used to reading it. For the one or two who may actually read me here. Oh wait, one..or is that zero? Who knows anymore. I surely don't.

Okay, it's nice to have finally done some writing. This ain't my screenie, so I still have that left, but I'll manage that. Umm...I hope anyway. I always hate those days where I delay and delay some writing and look at the clock at a certain time and realize I phuggared up by not writing. I cannot allow that to happen with my screenie. SO I'm going to go now and work on it? Umm...no. Not yet, I am going to playu with fate and leave it until later. Arrgghh? Time will tell.

Bye for now.

 

Charles Petrie