Well...

Well...I think about it, but not bitterly, that it is no longer mine. Just wistfully.

I don't know that I could if I was in contact with the heroes...even for something as simple as a dinner. If I could even make it through a dinner without needing to rest.

No, I am better off like this. Alone.

Yet...in the odd moments...I think about Anaeha. A part of me knows I shouldn't, but...I still do anyway. She is something else. So I can't.

But...I want to, so help me, I want to. I want to call her and accept her invitation to dinner. We don't have to talk about heroing. There is something else there, we can both feel it. Denying it is...

Wrong. I have to call her. And tell her yes.

 

October